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- INDIFFERENCE.
- The state of mind which is characterised by Indifference is commonly
- called Trance, but the misnomer is unfortunate. It is, in fact, in a sense
- the precise contrary of a Trance; for Trance usually implies Samadhi, and
- this state specifically excludes any such occurrence. That implies a
- uniting, and this a willed dissociation. Yet there is nothing here to
- suggest necessarily any practice of the Black Brothers; for it is not,
- properly speaking, an Attainment, but rather a convenient attitude. And it
- is one of the very greatest practical importance and use. One can not
- remain indefinitely in any Samadhi; at the same time, it is proper to fill
- the intervals between gusts of positive work in such a way as to leave
- oneself as free as possible to take the next step. One should therefore
- cultivate a habit of mind which is not bound by any form of desire. The
- State of Indifference is thus a form of that Silence which is defence and
- protection, and is cognate with the Third Noble Truth of Buddhism, Sorrow's
- Ceasing.
- The general idea of the state is that the mind should react
- automatically to each and every impression: "It does not matter whether the
- Event be ay or nay." Blavatsky observes that the feeling is at least tinged
- with disgust. But this is an error; such a state is imperfect. There
- should, on the contrary, be a quite definite joy, not in the impression
- itself but in being indifferent to it. This joy springs doubtless from the
- sense of power involved; but that is again an imperfection; one should
- rather rejoice in the cognizance of the ultimate truth that "existence is
- pure joy," not in any feeling more immediate.
- It is to be observed that the attainment and maintenance of this state
- depends to a great extent on the mastery of several Trances. For instance,
- one must be convinced of the First Noble Truth by the Trance of Sorrow, or
- it would not be logical to be indifferent to all things; there might be, in
- the absence of this perception of "sabb(ace)e pi Dukkham," some impression
- which actually led to a state free from Sorrow, and this is not the case.
- Freedom from Sorrow depends on freedom from impression.
- Yet it would not be fair to say that this State of Indifference was akin
- to that Dullness which succeeds the acute spasm of Sorrow; it is not the
- anaesthesia of a nerve worn out by excess of pain. There is never any place
- in the curriculum of a Magician for passivity -- of course we here except
- what may be called the Active or Willed Passivity described in «MDUL»Liber
- LXV.«MDNM» Indifference is to be an intensely active condition. One may
- compare it with the ease of a skilled fencer, who meets and deflects every
- possible attack of his antagonist with equal vigour, unconscious of his
- acts, because he has trained his eye, wrist, and even his blade to think
- for themselves. Thus Indifference is the spiritual form of the Automatic
- Consciousness of the Adept; and this resides in Yesod, the place of the
- Fortress on the Frontier of the Abyss, as described in «MDUL»Liber«MDNM»
- 418 in the Eleventh Aethyr.
- This Indifference being a habit of Normal Mind, it is easier to attain
- than any true Samadhic State, and involves less technical ability. This is
- particularly the case because, as noted above, the Trance of Sorrow has
- been an almost necessary preliminary to the proper understanding of what it
- implies. The method therefore of acquiring (the word is to be preferred to
- `attaining') Indifference is simple; it is, in effect, the Way of the Tao.
- The following Sorites may prove useful to the Aspirant:
- Existence is only to be understood as a Continuum.
- All parts of Existence are therefore ultimately equivalent, each being
- equally necessary to complete the whole.
- Each event is thus to be received with equal honour, and the reaction to
- it made with equal indifference.
- To offer a practical parallel. Suppose one is to receive a thousand
- pounds, and this amount is paid over in divers coins, with I.O.U.'s for
- various sums. Since one knows in advance that the balance in one's favour
- is #L1,000, one does not get excited on the appearance of any particular
- item, but goes on steadily counting, making the right reaction, whether a
- plus or a minus item is at issue, with perfect calm and accuracy. Each
- entry in the account may be different; but one's mental attitude is
- invariable. The common error of the unphilosophical mind is indeed due to
- ignorance of the true nature of the soul. One is apt to suppose that each
- Event as it occurs may be `good' or `bad,' may indicate that one is winning
- or losing. But as soon as one is certain that the issue is factitious, that
- it has been determined beforehand, it becomes absurd to be affected by one
- incident in the illusory process which Nature uses symbolically to express
- the fatality of Truth rather than by any other.
- It is interesting to note that this method of acquiring Indifference is
- quite independent of any experience of the Trance of Sorrow; it is a simple
- and normal consideration based on strictly Thelemic premises. It is thus
- most highly to be recommended. The methods of the dead Aeon of Osiris were
- in fact attended with no inconsiderable danger. The question of
- Separateness from the Universe is critical, for one thing; for another, it
- is a mistake to be dependent of such a theory as that implied in the First
- Noble Truth in its outer aspects. It is altogether better to adopt the
- purely intellectual attitude, and anchor it subsequently in Neschamah by
- simply transcending the normal rational mind in the usual way by the Method
- of Contradiction, or equating of Opposites, such as is described in
- «MDUL»Konx Om Pax,«MDNM» and in the best Essays on the Holy Qabalah.
- It is apt, moreover, to lead to several types of error to regard
- Indifference as a state inferior to Samadhi. In particular one may tend to
- think of it as passive, as imperfect, as an interregnum; whereas it should
- be considered as a state of Peace with Victory.
- It need only be added, in conclusion, that Indifference is not perfect
- until it has entered into full possession of at least one Samadhic trait,
- Automatism. As long as there remains any need of conscious effort in
- dealing with any impression, any need to remember the process by which the
- state is reached, or even any need of conscious interference with, or
- cognizance of, the purely spontaneous elastic reflex reaction, the Aspirant
- to the Summum Bonum, True Wisdom and Perfect Happiness, has not adequately
- acquired the Habit of Indifference.